To: Elsyne

How am i going to start this entry?

Franky speaking, I was so disappointed and pissed off with you
after your disappearing act for so long
there is only a msg, telling me that u know I've been taken care of
ending with a simple "take care"
I was anxious to find out what you saw in facebook cuz I have no internet connection
was in tears when I called you
but over the end, it was a dead tone
You off your phone!!!
After that nite, I don want to msg you anymore
Since you wan to hide, go ahead ~ I care NO more!!!
Got no strength to move on myself, why shd I stil be bother?

But something hit me hard today & make me realised I'm too selfish
The same time I need frens, you need too!?!
I can't bear this waiting anymore, there is this bugging thoughts inside me
I felt I left YOU behind
What is going on?
I'm realli am, wondering
You said you need sometimes of your own (but how long?)
Stop telling us you are ok, I'm nt going to accept as it is

Elsyne, life is bumpy.
Up & down
Sometimes, I wished i took a few right steps,
instead of sooooo many wrong ones.
But no matter which steps I took, I believe there are ppl ard who is walking with/guiding me
be it family or frens, So long you & i know we are not all alone

I don’t want to lose a fren!
Give it a good thoughts