Ovedose

I think i'm sleeping too much
what is going to happen when my MC ends?
i don think i can survive 6 hrs of slp a day
and what bout those nap tt creep in after lunch?

I blame it on my medicine which cause drowsiness =P

The worse is over

Been days after the surgery
& my wrist is healing pretty fast =)

Although i'm told tt it is a minor op,
it stil scared the hell out of me when i was wheeled into the operating theatre.
The operating bed is nt a fun place to be at,
surounded by masked nurses and doctors,
telling me to stay calm while giving me tonnes of injection.
I'm gaping like a half dead fish,
praying all to be over.
I'm glad it is now

Up coming appointment
Hand Therapy

ToDaY

I feel efficient today
it's only 1pm
and i ardy:
visited a sin seh to treat my poor sprained ankle
watch "city of Angels"
clear my mails (both personal & wk)
ate lunch
and i'm all ready to delicated my job to the temp girl who is dropping by at 1pm

LoVe at first sight

It jus happens.
Radiohead - Creep

Social week

My calender this week shd read:

Sun: GSS wif Liantee, Kylie & Jia
Mon: working & hm to end Monday BluEs early
Tues: working & patronising Barry's stall wif kim & frenss
Wed: working & hm
Thurs: take well-deserved noon off for suntanning session with colleague, Wendy
Fri: Coy event plus a moive
Sat: Blading
Ah. Lovely

Instead it reads:

Sun: Shall not elaborate on this part
Mon: Cynthia, Chris, Shan & Els pay me a surprised visit, along wif flowers, desire Mango Cheesecake ~ Sweet
Tues: Another surprise visit by dearest DeeDee, along wif flowers, DVDsss plus a belt that I wanted to get on that fateful day ~ Lovely
Wed: Jess, Ken & Wilson drop by for boardgames ~ more to come =)
Thurs: Atos's colleagues came, bought lots of nutritious food, plus hamper & a token from the coy
mins after they left, Zoe, Shurong & Chris force their way in wif durians & muffins =P ~ Yum
Today: Went for a checkup, my poor wrist need a minor surgery, but the doc said I'm recoverin well. So no worries

Appreciated all ppl who make an effort to come despite the hectic schedule
Ps: I'm already overwhelmed by all the loves, so pls don buy me any more stuffs, the company is the matters =)

Lastly,
As you said, the gift of cookies today really brighten up my day ~Huggies

Moving on

I used to tell you
If you have a soft spot for me, it's stil the same girl here
……
but not anymore

Upon receiving your msg yesterday
some words that have been bottling up inside me
jus blurted out
I have had enough of your "not coping well" stories
esp everyone can see you are blissfully in love now
why ask if I ever thought of patching?
so what if i have?
you are not being fair, esp to her

I have to say this
I was happy with you,
but i was the saddest i have even been
i stil loves you & it's not good knowing you have moved on
i cant do unconditional love at all.
i expect something in return,
you cant return anything to me, can you???

so if you have the fainest idea what I'm going through
it would be good to jus back away
You can lead your life,
and i'm not letting you near me anymore.

"all the feelings that I poured in
i wil pour them all out (Wipe it clean)
all the hopes, the memories, the laughters…
I wil pack them into a sealed box"
never be open again

it is time to move on

YoU

While you are missing her
I'm here, missing you

To: Elsyne

How am i going to start this entry?

Franky speaking, I was so disappointed and pissed off with you
after your disappearing act for so long
there is only a msg, telling me that u know I've been taken care of
ending with a simple "take care"
I was anxious to find out what you saw in facebook cuz I have no internet connection
was in tears when I called you
but over the end, it was a dead tone
You off your phone!!!
After that nite, I don want to msg you anymore
Since you wan to hide, go ahead ~ I care NO more!!!
Got no strength to move on myself, why shd I stil be bother?

But something hit me hard today & make me realised I'm too selfish
The same time I need frens, you need too!?!
I can't bear this waiting anymore, there is this bugging thoughts inside me
I felt I left YOU behind
What is going on?
I'm realli am, wondering
You said you need sometimes of your own (but how long?)
Stop telling us you are ok, I'm nt going to accept as it is

Elsyne, life is bumpy.
Up & down
Sometimes, I wished i took a few right steps,
instead of sooooo many wrong ones.
But no matter which steps I took, I believe there are ppl ard who is walking with/guiding me
be it family or frens, So long you & i know we are not all alone

I don’t want to lose a fren!
Give it a good thoughts