Moving on

I used to tell you
If you have a soft spot for me, it's stil the same girl here
……
but not anymore

Upon receiving your msg yesterday
some words that have been bottling up inside me
jus blurted out
I have had enough of your "not coping well" stories
esp everyone can see you are blissfully in love now
why ask if I ever thought of patching?
so what if i have?
you are not being fair, esp to her

I have to say this
I was happy with you,
but i was the saddest i have even been
i stil loves you & it's not good knowing you have moved on
i cant do unconditional love at all.
i expect something in return,
you cant return anything to me, can you???

so if you have the fainest idea what I'm going through
it would be good to jus back away
You can lead your life,
and i'm not letting you near me anymore.

"all the feelings that I poured in
i wil pour them all out (Wipe it clean)
all the hopes, the memories, the laughters…
I wil pack them into a sealed box"
never be open again

it is time to move on