I thk somehow i'm confused.
strugglin in my heart.
a voice within me is callin out,
askin me to give yd another lit of chance.
Memories are probably e hardest thgs to let go.
e same time, theres a part urgin me to jus go on,
(i wil survive good w/o yd, for sure), & i'm pretty sure.
I rem the time when all is dark w/o yd,
now? i survive, coping pretty well.
lit of sunshine, partly due to good companys?
be it families, frens or this "him" tt kinda suddenly appear in my life?
i don know if it is obvious or do i have to spell it out
tt maybe this "him" is holdin me bck?
sm feelin tt i'm unsure of.
This feeling creep in without me realising,
Unsure confused, too much of mixed feeling.
This is definitely not a mutual feeling,
jus me, wondering.
but there r 1 thing for sure, i do nt wan anything to jeopardize this frendship.
i feel a sense of loss.
n i shd realli make up my mind
